My 1st Mother's Day

My 1st mother's day was wonderful, more than I could of asked for. I love being a mom and wouldn't change it for anything. I got to sleep in until 8:00 (yes i said sleep in), I was woken up with my super bigfoot frosty from Java Crew along with a single red rose. Geoff also bought donuts but I wasn't interested. We then headed up to Portland for Brunch with friend Mike, Margaret and their 2 kids Lauren and Joseph (Ava's 2ND boyfriend) at Shenanigans Restaurant where we drank champagne and had just ok food. Now I am feeling good (all liquored up) and we headed to the cemetery so I could be with my other little girl Ella. I brought her some pink flowers and just cried, thinking how unfair it is that she is not here. We did everything we were supposed to, and for some reason Ella didn't make it and its just not fair, everyone thinks they know how I feel, but they don't. Next stop was at my mom's house. Grandma Mimi was sick but wanted to give her Ava's gift that she made for her. It was a birdhouse with Ava's hand and feet prints, grandma loved it. That was my day and I had a great one. I am so thankful for Geoff and Ava.